Why apologize?

Because it was retarded to use Palestinians interchangeably with religious fantatics/terrorists. Obviously not all people in Palestine are trash. It’s really not that complicated. Also–it wasn’t just that issue.

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Don’t let yourself become ideologically captured by a world view to the point where it makes you so unreasonable that you turn into what you’re fighting against. No one “wins” when I stand behind a statement that’s false or a mischaracterization.

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My fucking dad told me over a year ago I was getting too harsh on my stream and I ignored him, same with a lot of real life friends. I think I’ve just been increasingly more hostile and negative that brings a bad vibe to the stream. A good comparison: Dragon Ball Sparking Zero Playthrough vs Wu Long Playthrough. Basically what I’m trying to say is I want more Sparking Zero playthroughs and I never want to play Wu Long again.

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The vibes and feel of the stream recently has been a lot more tense and a lot of that is my fault. If you think that means my first stream back is going to be playing Dustborn and promoting Sweet Baby, I think you’ll be very disappointed. I’m not changing anything other than trying to be more positive and less mean-spirited.

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Also sponsors had nothing to do with it, this wasn’t even in the top 5 worst things I’ve said. I’ve wanted to step away from leadership and take a break from all of that for a while now (over 1 year) because the amount of commitments compounded on top of maintaining my streaming schedule was unironically ruining my life. Also, if I’m not involved with them, why would it matter what I say?

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Hopefully yall can see how this really is a macro issue and not just this situation. My life has actually been fucked for a while now and I need to fix it. I am a 34 year old single man living in his mothers house with dead animals and garbage. Although I don’t “hate” it, I don’t want to die this way.

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